I’m a little upset….
So today one of my good friends from high school got married. Over the past 12 years we have grown apart like most people out of high school. We talk every once in a while if we get a chance to meet up when he’s in town, but to get to the point. I’m upset I was never even invited to the wedding. As one of my good friends I had him in my wedding and I wasn’t even invited. I wasn’t expecting to be part of the wedding, but an invite would have been nice. It shouldn’t bother me as much as it does I know. Oh well, life goes on.
So I’m struggling with a case of lack of motivation…..
It has been a week since I last ran, I have been eating horribly, and I am pretty sure I am pushing 225lbs right now. Now that the weather is warming up a bit I am super excited about getting outside and running because it is way better than running on a treadmill. I miss being able to do my runs in the morning before work because I never feel up to it after work anymore. I enjoy taking Harlow out for the occasional run because he need the exercise just as much as I do, but I spend more time trying to divert his attention and trying to keep myself from tripping over his leash every 2 seconds. I need to find myself a running partner because I can never attend any of the groups runs with the running club except every other weekend. I guess I am just feeling shitty right now and hopefully I can snap out of it quickly before I completely revert back into Robba the Hutt.
Here is what I hate about Tax returns…..
You get this big chunk of money back, you blow a little on stupid shit because you can, then you use some to make important purchases because they are needed, followed by paying off every single bill you have laying around for the month. This is what we did this year, and now that the tax money has run dry and a new month of bills is flowing in we are back to the same old dance of having just enough to pay our bills and a little extra spending money to get us through the week. Fuck I need to win the lottery.
God damn I got nothing accomplished today…..
I had grand dreams of what I was going to do today since I was off work and i didn’t get any of them done. Fuck.
This is ridiculous….
All weekend when I had to be up by 5:45 AM for work I would be up wide awake until almost 1-1:30 leaving me with very little sleep. Now that I don’t have to work until 11:30 I am practically passed out at 11:30 at night. This is stupid. Don’t get old folks.
So what have you done before 6:00 AM this morning?
I have been up all night with Cali who is running a temp and sick all night long. And to top it off scrubbed out a dog kennel and given a dog a bath due to shitting in his kennel last night and rolling around in it. So now I am wide awake and on the internet. Fun times at Hinton High!
Rough day at work yesterday….
Just wishing everyone I work with would grow up and learn some common sense. Did a nice 3 mile run afterwards with Harlow to help blow off some steam and I think it helped a little. Oh well, 3 more days til the weekend. Here is hoping work today turns out better than yesterday.
Two things I have come to realize today……
- Kids who drink a lot underage don’t know how to act in public. My point is this, those of us who decided to wait until they were old enough to start drinking in bars learned how to do it appropriately. I went out over the weekend with a co-worker who just turned 21 and seeing her and her friends at the bar was a nightmare. They drink often, but at home. This causes a problem because they don’t learn proper public behavior when drinking. They were all acting like a bunch of idiots and the whole time I thought to myself “I remember the time I had my first beer.” My point, if you aren’t old enough to drink, don’t do it. And if you are going to at least learn how to reach a limit that wont embarrass yourself and others when you get to a public setting.
- Kids growing up in today’s society have no respect for authority. By this I don’t mean getting in trouble with the law and shit, I mean when I have to correct a coworker as their supervisor they smile and laugh it off like it isn’t a big deal. I blame this not on bad parenting so don’t think I am saying that, but the lack of true discipline at home. When I was growing up I got spankings, I was punished, and so on. Today you hit a kid someone is calling DHS on your ass. This lets the kids get away with shit that is unacceptable because they don’t have any fear of higher authority. So by not learning to fear your parents through punishment they have no fear of being punished by a teacher, supervisor, or hell even the law in some cases.
That is about it for my ranting this evening.
What is it about Halo that hates me soooooo much?
I have been playing Campaign for the last 4 hours, completed 4 Missions (Plus prologue) and it is only saying I have completed 3, yet all the missions I have finished are marked with the Legendary Icon. This same thing happened to me back when Halo 3 came out. We played all night, beat the game, and it didn’t register that I finished the final level. Fuck.
Is this really what I have to look forward to at 30? I remember I loved my Thursday nights because I was off on Friday and I could game as late as I wanted. Now its 1:30 and I am falling asleep looking at the computer. Someone please turn back time!
Saw some shit on Instagram today that really pisses me off…..
Doing my best to keep my mouth shut because A.) I don’t want to start something with some really great people, and B.) I don’t know the whole truth yet. Things are only in the assumption cloud so I don’t wanna start throwing accusations out for nothing. Time will tell.
I’m very disappointed in myself today …
I feel defeated after my race this morning. I’ve been working hard all summer long and come today I feel I dropped the ball. Sure I got a PR today which is nice that I’ve improved since last year, but I still feel I let myself down. I’ve focused a lot on distance this summer so maybe that contributed to falling short of my goals. Maybe it wasn’t the best course to try out time trails the week before the race. I can’t make excuses as to why or why not I didn’t do as well as I should have today. I think I need to reevaluate my workout plans and come up with something new.
I wish I had a shirt on….
My back got a little toasted today at the water park and not that the sun burn itself is bothering me, its the rubbing on my couch that is bugging me. I am to lazy to go upstairs to get a shirt so I guess I will have to tough it out.
Really don’t want to venture out to my brothers to use his dryer…..
But I needs clothes for tomorrow! My Dryer crapped out on me about two weeks ago and since he hasn’t been home I have been taking my laundry over there. Oh well, I need to get gas anyway because Emmy will be using my car tomorrow so I can take hers in for a oil change. Yolo.